Predicament.

Thursday was...


It was a relatively simple lunch date. We went to the east to have lunch and chat, parked by the ECP to smoke and chat a lil more. I heard a few revelations that caught me off guard. Pleasant ones, of course.

I never knew that the man I'd always found charmingly handsome, had found me very attractive too, not to mention attracted to me enough to actually ask me out. I also never knew just sitting next to him in the car could feel... what's that word... right.

Too many ramifications, too many things at stake. For one, will A end up like H? Will I be able to prevent my emotions from joining the fray? Sigh. I don't know.

The angel on my right shoulder has been harping on me to back off, but the persistent devil on my left shoulder has had herself perched permanently on it, whispering her words of temptation into my ear, telling me to give this a go and see where it goes, even though deep down I know - Nothing good will ever, ever come out of it.

The taste of cigarettes and taste that was uniquely you, while being enveloped in a cloud of perfumed 'Eternity' air... Well, that one's gonna stick for awhile.


Thursday was... Well, Thursday was nice. More than nice.

Detox Programme - 1 week mark.

Yea baby yea... This is my 7th day of detox :) Exactly 7 more days to go!

I'm able to feel a change in me already; More spry, more healthy, and I've lost some weight (Unless my form-fitting top has loosen).

I'm a tad disappointed in my weight loss progress, but those who have went through the programme told me that the results usually are more obvious during the 2nd week of detox... So I'm keeping my fingers crossed!

Tonight, I'm gonna pamper myself to a night at Clarke Quay. I'll be drinkless and dead sober, yes. But at least I know I'm strong enough to abstain and resist temptation.

Have a good weekend, people!

14 days Detox

Further testament that I might start blogging regularly again, is this update. Heh.

Well anyway, it's only a short note, barely enough to suffice as a real post, but I just wanna declare that I'm finally going to start my detox programme w.e.f. 21st June 2008!

I think the first time I'd said I wanted to do it, was before CNY... Now that is long ago. Glad I've came up to scratch now, but God's Teeth, I need strong will to resist the temptation of cigarettes, snackings, and my favourite drinks(of both the alcoholic and non-alcoholic kind).

Tonight's my last night of 'freedom' before I go into a 'peaceful seclusion'(I will not be clubbing, simply put) for 2 weeks, and resurface a brand new me.

People of the world, beware!